Shandra Lee. With Heart Wide Open. A Miracle In The Making.

I understand the Bible.

I understand the inspired, Spirit filled Word of God.

However. in the midst of it all. Watching a particular episode strikes a chord.

“There is no hope.”

I wonder.

For 2 Generations of PeterPan believers.

What does God Really  say?

What does God mean?

A Life Time Movie? I think not.

Two Women I love, respect. Adore. Expressing heart-felt hurt, betrayal, anger and grief. But there’s more. One line quoted…..

I do not know >but I see> trans gender kids.

I see . I see YOU.

I see cutters>numbing the pain. the scars you no longer even try to  conceal.

I see. I see YOU.

Closed , down shut down.

As if no one cares, that you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.

Every day.

I see.

The darkness, chaos that drives you on.

Presses you down to dark, hopeless despair.


another choice,

Jesus Christ, The Love Of Your (my) Life. The only Hope.

God is NOT Dead, beloved.

If only YOU could see.

HIS scars for YOU, not just me.



Shandra March, 2016



3 Replies to “HELP ! What Do I Do? I See You.”

  1. If we are all honest with ourselves we all ask those questions from time to time. I know that I have. My best friend since kindergarten is gay. I love her to pieces. We are sisters but I do not agree with her lifestyle. I show her our Lord through my actions, through my love. But it’s hard as well because I know what the Bible says about the lifestyle and I agree with our Lords words.
    We must be in prayer constant over all these things. HE is with us.


  2. I don’t know the answers but I have a number of gay friends that attend a spirit-filled gay church and genuinely love the Lord. One thin that I know is that historically the Bible was written by men and although it is the infallible word of God, the interpretation is not always infallible. God is the judge, not us. We are called to love, not to judge others according to Jesus’s words. That’s my humble opinion for what it is worth.


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